Late Stage Lyme and why I am one BADASS girl.

One day while searching the Internet for, "Why do some people have a million food allergies"  I came across the blog http://infectiousoptimism.blogspot.com/.  Candice Chronicles her life, living with late stage Lyme Disease.  Two of her blog posts in particular, caught my eye.
This one,
http://infectiousoptimism.blogspot.com/2010/07/25-reasons-why-being-lyme-patient.html
and this one,
http://infectiousoptimism.blogspot.com/2011/05/definition-of-chronic-badass_13.html

In her posts, Candice explains how she could have thrown the towel in and had a pity party from her ailments with Lyme, but instead she chose to have a positive outlook and feels as if everybody battling a chronic illness, is a, "chronic badass."

In case you didn't pick up on it...

The Igenex test results were POSITIVE FOR LYME DISEASE.  I thought I was going to be happy to have finally gotten the answer I've desperately been searching for, but I wasn't.  It tasted bitter sweet, but after a few glasses of wine and a 24 hour waiting period, I feel pretty badass.

Here are 10 reasons why I am a, Pre-Treatment, Late Stage, Lyme Disease BADASS.

1.

 In my five years that I have had Lyme Disease, unknowingly, the only time I missed work was when I got the flu, from the initial infection with Lyme.  Then, a whopping 5 years later, I had to leave a few times due to eye swelling.  Not to mention, upon receiving my test results, even though they weren't %100 clear to me, I went directly back to work and helped people.

2.

I eliminated dairy, gluten, sugar, grains, fruit, nuts, seeds, some herbs, some veggies, adapted a low FODMOP diet, and I can still eat!  The food creations I come up with trump over normal peoples versions. Ask my boyfriend, he'll tell ya.  

3.

Speaking of boyfriend, I was able to keep one!  He dealt with my "mysterious" symptoms.  Can we say, what a great guy.

4.

I can be added to the long list of Lyme patients who have been dismissed by doctors.   I was shunned by my trusting, (or so I thought) ND when he found out I had Lyme Disease.  I felt so betrayed, but guess what? That only motivated me more, to find someone who understands me and will help me.

5.

I worked for 7 months, full time at a Physical Therapy clinic, where I was the only aide to help up to 8, usually elderly patients, with their exercises.  I would spend lunch lying on a heating pad.  Need I say more?

6.

I rekindled a love affair with my ex, named acting.  I've managed to grow my resume full of commercials, movies, a web series, and even spokes modeling, all at my sickest to date.

7.  

This goes in a category of its own.  One of my acting jobs, landed me on billboards and buses!  Even with melasma and spirochetes living in my eyes!!

8.

Because of my job, and a preconceived idea of people working in the fitness industry, I get to listen to strangers on a weekly basis, tell me how healthy I am and how sick they are.  Hmm, I grin and bare it. Please stop judging, you have no idea what anybody is going through based on how they look.

9.

I never gave up.  I knew I was sick and I  N E V E R  G A V E  U P.    I couldn't count on my fingers and toes how many times I've been called crazy by friends, loved ones, and doctors.  But that never stopped me from believing in myself.  I know my body, and when I kill every single one of those little, spirally mother fuckers, I will have an entirely different outlook on life and I can't wait to get there, despite the road that awaits me.   :)

10.

I REFUSE to let Lyme Disease define who I am.  This is a disease that has controlled me long enough.  I will always and forever spread awareness about this disease but I will not scream from the top of my lungs that I have Lyme Disease.  It will never be the first thing someone learns about me when they meet me.  I'm far more interesting.

If you are reading this and don't know anything about Lyme Disease, maybe are rolling your eyes, thinking I'm just another person complaining of Chronic Fatigue, or something.  I've done the same thing, but I urge you to educate yourselves.  If I've contracted this ridiculously hard to diagnose, and treat disease, also, highly IGNORED, so could you.  Do you have a dog?  You just upped your chances.

Please visit  http://www.ilads.org/lyme/lyme-quickfacts.php  for some quick facts.

Watch http://vimeo.com/65479794  only 30 minutes, she's from where I live now and does a great job explaining Lyme.
Also, read the blog mentioned above, to learn about treatment of Lyme and other funny stories.  She's a great writer.

Thanks for reading!

Becky